Empty is the Soul, Dead the Heart and That's OK For None of It Matters.

Tired of faking it, tired pretending to care, tired living a lie in every aspect of being. Tired of hope that never comes to fruition. Tired of it all. So why do you stay? honestly cannot give one reason believable to my self, a bad actor in an even worse play that screams for the merciful final curtain.

KILL ME

dead dead dead

This life never changes, it always sucks. I am incapable of doing the simple changes over this lifetime to make a difference. God is a farce, a construct to paicfy stupid human existential whines. Too goddamned late. too god damned broken. too long alone, never once the object of desire in another's eye. too god damned in this life, it will never change so why fuckin' bother.