Thursday, December 29, 2022
Wednesday, December 28, 2022
Monday, December 26, 2022
Wednesday, May 18, 2022
Hope is the privilege of the fortunate and the young.
Hope is cruel. Hope deceives. Hope is the privilege of the fortunate and the young. To people like me, the idea of hope is the finely honed razor that gleefully laughs and dances in its refined deceptive, sadistic glory while it separates the last remnants of self even more from the human experience
Let's be honest and drop the rainbowed infused unicorn farce of pithy affirmations and cognitive dissonance they try to force down our throats about do this, try that, if you just believe, people care, self care, find your tribe, nature, a dog, - bullshit on top of bullshit on top of more inapplicable, unhelpful bullshit. It worked for us so it will work for you,you dumb, lazy slobs. "You're just not trying hard enough."
Hope either is or it is not. You cannot force hope within, cannot wish it to exist.
Hope, its very concept, the futility of it, the inability to feel it crushes the person told repeatedly, "You must have hope" when there is no hope of hope for some.
"Some are born to sweet delight. Some are born to endless night" - William Blake
Sunday, May 1, 2022
Sunday, April 24, 2022
Empty is the Soul, Dead the Heart and That's OK For None of It Matters.
Tired of faking it, tired pretending to care, tired living a lie in every aspect of being. Tired of hope that never comes to fruition. Tired of it all.
So why do you stay? honestly cannot give one reason believable to my self, a bad actor in an even worse play that screams for the merciful final curtain.
Saturday, April 16, 2022
Saturday, April 9, 2022
This life never changes, it always sucks. I am incapable of doing the simple changes over this lifetime to make a difference. God is a farce, a construct to paicfy stupid human existential whines. Too goddamned late. too god damned broken. too long alone, never once the object of desire in another's eye. too god damned in this life, it will never change so why fuckin' bother.
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